Empty

It’s 3:34am and I’m listening to fort minor, leaning slightly to my left starring at the moon feeling very emotional. I cant sleep my head is full of darkness and problems, and I need to vent, so here I sit, speaking of explosions and trends with James, but about to spew feelings upon this unsuspecting screen.

I’m lonely and bored and really really scared of my future and the possibility of it being a pure continuation off my current depressed state of mind, only it will be real.

I want to escape here, my situation, i want to go to a different place, do something different I don’t know what just something.

There are three rivers, one representing my fear, one my discontent and one my fear of failure, and I am trapped on a tiny island somewhere in the middle hyping not to fall in, afraid to move from where I am, and yet the more I sit here, the more likely I am to fail, there is no escape.

And now as the piano plays, and the sweet voice sings the intro to Fort Minors “Were did you go” I want to cry, I want to let this pain out, but I can’t; not right now.

I feel as though I should write more but the word protest their outing and it is never wise to force a word to a page, so I shall stop

I trust his post has not been to depressing, although I’m sure it was.

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